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| Community of One Love: Users Journal |
Ms.Gaines Posted on: 04-25-2007 @ 01:31 am |
| I have found in me the sbility to grow intense with anger. I was repulsed with the hatred that gushed from my own heart! her stinging words hurt, yes. her accusations and immediate dissapproval pushed me over. I was so angry, so firery hot with hate. hate for her, hate for what she represented, and hate for how she didn't understand. All day my mind was a tumultuous mess! I knew that I should look beyond her words and see that she didn't comprehend. I knew that I must love her for who she is even though her belifs may differ from mine. I knew that I must show her kindness...but I could not. I answered her with sarcasm and ranted and raved about the injustice I was rendered. I am ashamed and my heart grieves for my wrong doing and the anger still simmers within me causing me discomfort and the inability to dwell in my art. I must forgive her and myself... and when I see her tomorrow I must humble myself and appologize. I can already feel my pride tearing in two, the shredding of the only barrier between me and the world. |
Last updated on 04-25-2007 @ 01:31 am
| Comment By: skip (Posted on 05-01-2007 @ 07:15 pm)
Comment: So how did it turn out? :) |
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